I feel tired and drained. Well I am liking Carnegie Mellon more than I did a few days ago. I can see potential friends. People I would know for awhile. Yet, I know I am in a i-miss-berkeley phase where I would think my friends from Berkeley will never match those at CMU. But maybe I am wrong.
I am still smarting from what happened a few days ago with Chris. The day after, I asked him what he meant by me being so special. How could I be so important when he already had a girlfriend? A simple unsatisfying answer was that all his good friends were close to him. So it goes.