In the game of \”love\”, I have always been more logical. More realistic. I always believe there is a way to make things work if both people are willing to make it work.
But what to do when I missed the chance? I tell myself that it wasn\’t the right time. The circumstances wasn\’t right. That if everything happened for a reason, then this probably wasn\’t the way to go anyway. And yet I believe in self-determination. If I want something, then why not find the energy to go get it.
One of the most painful wistful moments is when you see someone you care for so deeply…smile for somebody else.
Anyway, yesterday night I decided that I would spend time at Chris\’ place.