I am resentful of the fact that my mom called me today after she got home. I don\’t understand. And it really bothers me that she is trying to control me in my last few days in California. Why does it matter so much that I go home?
I mean, sure there\’s this…IF EVERYONE UNDERSTOOD EACH OTHER, THEN WE WOULDN\’T HAVE PROBLEMS. But how can it be wholly true that she just misses me and that\’s why she bit my head off today? Logic says that she just wants to control me. And does it make me feel any better when I spend time with my parents? More so, should I be pleasing them rather than me? Why must there always be some compassionate angle? I don\’t want to acquiese to this stupidity.
Sure it\’s harsh. But my mom is always like this. I have to do what she says…or else? and worse yet, I ask her that I am mature enough to make my decisions. In response, she says that I am not mature. What. I have graduated high school and college. What does that have to do with anything?
Can everybody really be solved by compassion? and I get all this…i can see everyone later. What\’s important to me at this very moment? Perhaps, it\’s the people. I don\’t want to be alone and why can\’t my parents understand that? I don\’t want to lose myself…in the process.