Chris made me anti-people. Now when I meet someone, it\’s not a like or dislike. It\’s all about whether I feel comfortable with someone or not.
And even more so, if I feel uncomfortable with someone, I will appear to like that person. I hide all my discomfort for this superficial image.
I can\’t find the appeal in liking someone anymore.
Today, I went with Helen, Jeff\’s girlfriend to go shopping at the waterfront. For some reason, I had this intense desire to be by myself. I couldn\’t wait to be alone.