So much of my life now is trying to make sure that I am not that dependent on others. I would rather suffer than to be dependent. Sacrifices like that.
I have avoided talking to Dang today. I just didn\’t im him. He didn\’t im me for the fact that I said yesterday I felt uncomfortable. He asked me to im him when I was ok again.
But that\’s…almost…impossible?
I never feel that dependent. I would never overcome my own discomfort. I don\’t usually im people. I am not usually the one that iniatiates a conversation. Not usually.
So I wonder how long I am going to let the silence lie.