All of sudden, I am resentful. Why didn\’t she tell me? Why didn\’t she tell me she was leaving?
I spent so much time earlier this year listening, never pushing her. Never getting impatient or frustrated. I was patient…and nice. I never betrayed her.
And why won\’t she tell me that she wanted a break? I don\’t even know if she is taking a break, because I don\’t even know if she\’s alive! Why can\’t she just tell me…just so that I could know?
But hey isn\’t this selfish of me? To get angry that she didn\’t tell me anything because…I am supposed to be entirely selfless? Why. Why can\’t you tell me.