One of my favorite things to do is sit alone by myself. Or go on trips by myself. Although sometimes nausea overcomes me (by social anxiety) in embarassing situations (i.e. falling yesterday evening – would have been better if someone was with me, someone i could laugh with), I prefer this kind of independence.
Right now, I am sitting in the UC eating lunch by myself next to the swimming pool. It\’s nice really to see flowing water, swimmers pass by..slowly. And I don\’t have to worry about anything. By myself where nobody knows me, where nobody will bother me. Sipping my drink and slowly taking bites of my food. And enjoying the undecipherable noise of chatter throughout the eating area.