It\’s embarrassing that I have a midterm grade of a C in my interaction and interface design class. It\’s mostly because I still have this anxiety about participating. My inability to participate that much in class has much to do with my lifelong shyness. But my participating in that class is so much more than I used to participate in any class in Berkeley. But I guess my efforts in participation cannot match the others in the class.
I\’ll have to prepare more for participation and maybe I\’ll say something worthwhile. And even stupid, because it doesn\’t really matter, right?
And more…
Today I feel stupid. But I don\’t know why I am suddenly so insecure. Maybe it\’s because of that C and I don\’t feel like I am doing things right.