I worry a lot that these times are fleeting and when will I have this experience again?
I worry about that more than anything else right now, especially the midterm tomorrow.
I get this feeling every so often that I don\’t want to be alone. But I am not alone. They often say that you\’re in denial if you\’re satisfied with being…single. I am. Some others aren\’t. I don\’t want to deal with the emotional baggage anymore with being in a relationship and yet I crave that companionship. Was I manipulated by society to think that way? It seems like it, but why the longing?
Why are we programmed to always seek that one person, that one person that can make us happy. We should be independent.