watching them smile

I see them smile
I wait for their laughs
hoping and waiting
a break in the silence

Happiness is only a thread
through my cloth of life
String it through
and I hope I don\’t fall apart
like I usually do

Rip it.
Why do you keep
coming back?
Like I have something
you lost from yesterday

No I am really jealous
Envious
Forget my green
Perfection is hard to come by

Come back
smile back
don\’t forget me.