Sometimes, I get so irritated that I can\’t act normally for a good 10 minutes until my temper cools off.
So today over trivial things, I got irritated at the fact that people never seem to decide to do something until right before. So annoying. Especially when some of these things can be bought in advance. I have to coax them, persuade them to do something. Maybe I should stop and start thinking of myself.
It\’s ridiculous. I don\’t know why I got so irritated. So I was trying to buy tickets for people in my group today (for a showing TODAY) and to my irritation, I discover you can only buy tickets two days in advance. I see an e-mail from Carol saying that we should buy it online, but apparently she didn\’t check…and SO ALAS. Of course, I am thinking, she never checks anyway…so irresponsible. I get this level of irritation so high that I am trying to keep it down. I don\’t want to be bothered unless I can find a satisfying solution. So I am on the phone, trying to navigate through all the menus with obscurely named numbers…and Joon asks me a question. I can\’t answer it right now, doesn\’t he know that I am the phone!!!!!! Due my irritation, I shush him, which I instantly regret and I say while listening to the phone…\”what was your question?\”
Such trivial things that can get me riled up. So trivial.
I need my perfectionist side of me to quiet down a bit.