As I was walking to campus to go swimming, I suddenly remembered an argument that she used against me.
\”You never invited me out. You never asked me if I wanted to do anything.\”
Even after so long without seeing her, thinking about her drives a pit in my stomach. I keep replaying the scene. I was standing at the counter, doing my usual thing in the kitchen. And we had a talk.
A talk.
A few moments during it, I almost cried. And I couldn\’t help but be a wimp in her fight.
I have always been afraid of going anywhere without anybody I could trust. That\’s why I never asked her. I couldn\’t trust her in the way that…I\’ll have a good time with her.
It still shakes me to the core. She never tried. She was self-absorbed and selfish. I want to throw away everything she left behind in the house. But I am better than that.