trying to transform me

I have a feeling that my friends are trying to transform me. That they\’re trying to transform what they think they know me now as.

I feel slightly resentful, because it\’s only telling me that they don\’t like me the way I am.

But hey, the retort is that everyone can be improved. Just a little, right? And the fact is everyone wants that magical makeover that makes them into a new person.

A friend is taking me shopping, new clothes, et al.

All I can think is that at one point, I\’ll have a mental breakdown and reject it all.