discomfort with the present

How many places are there where you feel safe, where you feel secure, where you feel comfortable?

In our twenties, we seek spontaniety. It is in points of lives where we believe we have true independence and freedom. Yet now, I almost want to seek stability. I often say that I am unsure if I want to return to the Bay Area. That I want to try Boston. Seattle. New York City. But I know in my heart that I have trouble leaving the familiar which doesn\’t mean that I won\’t. I just won\’t feel at ease in new cities and that overall feeling could be my downfall.