Selfish as it is, I am glad that things with Bryan are not progressing.
At least I hope not. Although. Because I never really considered him, I wasn\’t ever ever afraid of his judgment. So I felt so at home with him. Gentle harmless flirting.
But I don\’t think I would be satisfied.
I ran into Andy again today at the bus stop in his great hooded sweatshirt style. We walked to Panera. He has blue eyes, which I didn\’t notice before. I miss that awkward chase feeling.