Perhaps, I did annoy people by my incessant babbling.
I need to keep my mouth shut sometimes. The more I say the worse it seems to be.
Did I annoy Bryan? Say something about people that I should not have said? Said something about about his buddy that could have been taken the wrong way?
And the same way about Andy? Did say too much? Did I scare him away? Did I imply too much without thinking when I was talking about tasks that were difficult for me?
I don\’t know all I know is that I feel suddenly insecure. I ask for too much, setting my expectations so high. I miss stability.
It\’s ironic but I think confidence–less thinking–will just do the trick.