I don\’t even know if the rejection was that clear-cut, but I should take it as such.
I am feeling moody, depressed and unhappy. Only because of that though. I know I must have many friends, etc, but my unhappiness is so just there.
Mixed messages throw me off. I am involved and I would like not to be. It hurts to know. But it hurts more to feel that involved and I can\’t let go.