At least I am quite explicit of my own needs.
Lele laughed at me yesterday as I explained my dilemma and my disappointment. But it\’s true. I don\’t encourage horniness. Yes, I am quite restrained, limited. I don\’t let myself loose in those kind of things. Perhaps, I could be at fault. And was it awkward?
So the moment I start thinking his eyes, his smell, his…little things, then it was just too much. I wanted to find those little things to make it mean something, but I could tell he didn\’t want that. He was…as they say a typical man. Why seek that.