I stumbled upon Alex\’s photos of back then. 2001, 2002, 2003.
I appear in a few, but I do remember my intimidation and my obvious fear.
And then there was him. Back then, we didn\’t know what connection we had then.
He had the same sparkling eyes. The same mischievous look. He dresses the same.
I have changed. At least on the surface. More attention to dress. More attention to the hairstyle and overall appearance. But I always wonder, if we had known each other then, would we know each other the same way as we know each other today.
I almost want to travel in time to hug him…to whisper news to help him avoid his future bad luck. To guide him to happiness. And yet, if he did find happiness, why would he seek to be with me?