I look for it, over and over again. Am I afraid of losing the presence or him? Is it just stuff, the idea of, or the person?
If you take away everything, am I still magnetized?
I wonder why I don\’t feel any chemistry sometimes or even naturally, it\’s unnatural for me. If there was, it\’s momentary, barely noticeable, fleeting.
I don\’t know when was the last time that I felt the moment of chemistry beyond an instant flicker of interest on my part because a word was said or something was done.
Please I hope to figure this out soon.