Forever alone?

Back here, alone.

Yesterday, I decided to broach the subject although there was a part of me that intently rejected it.

\”I am a mess right now. I am sorry that I have attached myself to you. But…\” I said as I drove up Fell, staring ahead. \”I really do enjoy spending time with you.\”

I glanced at him briefly and returned my eyes to the road. Are we or are we not? was my question.

Somehow several sentences passed and then it was just friends. just friends was his response.

But perhaps it was that comfort we had with each other, the familiarity and the mutual understanding. \”I love that gray area,\” someone said after she asked me if we were dating.