up up daisy

I feel much better today, but I yearn to have what my sister has. Those sweet moments of ectasy. Where it seems that everyone is just right. Just perfect.

Sometimes I feel attracted toward Jeff, but most of the time, I find him too blunt…and perhaps dense. He has a hard time reading people. And I stand back in shock when he talks so loud almost without any respect for his volume level. LOUD.

He reminds me of me sometimes. He\’s obviously not emotionally available though since he recently separated from his of 6 years. But I am there when he needs to mope about it. I can\’t figure out his moping mechanism yet.

Be happy with who you are, yet who are you?

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