who do you want to be with?

Despite me telling myself that I am not interested in him, I feel this slight wave of jealousy when he started dancing with a friend with mine. And it was obviously exclusive as they separated themselves from the group.

I am glad it\’s her rather than Marina. That\’s all I want to say.

But if not him, then I have nobody…no interest. And I don\’t know why I need an interest anyway. To give me life? I miss those days when I was more confident socially.