blast of insecurity

Suddenly, I am having one of those bad cases of insecurity.

It\’s so ridiculous. Almost back to high school…but here are things that I worry about:
Do people like me?
Most importantly, do people accept me?
Can I act myself and have people accept me?

But why do I feel like this…didn\’t there used to be a time when I actually felt at ease with people? Wasn\’t there a time where I didn\’t feel like I had to constantly work for acceptance?

It started yesterday during my birthday potluck.