Through Sam, I met Will who was supposed to be living in our house this coming year. I got mad when I discovered in early August that they decided to take jobs over coming back to CMU to finish their degrees. But we reasoned it out and found replacement housemates.
So I e-mailed Will and he told me that I should im him if I had any other concerns. So I did. I thanked him for coming back in January. Making it 100% rather than just 80% certain. Then somehow from there, we started talking.
I had met Will for a few minutes when he dropped off things at our house in May. He was rather quiet. An in-and-out type person. I thought it was amusing.
But when we started talking online, I don\’t know what it was. Maybe very light flirting or just the fact that I am attracted to the emo type.
He is working in the Bay Area now, but is coming to Pittsburgh this weekend to tie up loose ends. I don\’t know. This is bad though if I find myself really liking him. Things are different in person than they are online. But in any case, it\’s just bad. He will be living here in January. And I refuse to see anyone who I will share the house with. And especially moreso, I cannot see someone who is still moaning about a breakup.
I would hate to be a rebound. Yet as of late, I am getting lonely. I have gotten so used to being independent that I don\’t know how it would be like to be with someone again. ugh.
Maybe I am overanalyzing things, but he invited me to brunch this Sunday already…uh oh.