I talk about some people behind their back. It\’s a bad habit and I should stop it. It\’s only about people that cause me a lot of anguish. I try not to and I am aware when I am doing it.
Today while sitting with Terleski in the lounge area of the lab (and after Ray and I had a debate about the security deposit again), he started talking about the security deposit. Then without thinking, I mentioned that it\’s difficult. Then I just had to say that Ray wants to do the pushing and pulling, that I didn\’t want to do so. All without knowing that Ray was still in the room.
Whoops. I hate having to take the time to apologize. Takes too much energy, but that\’s the right thing to do.