South San Gabriel is on. Playing a slow song. And it makes me remember what I have forgotten. Or at least the feelings that I want to forget.
Is this it? Is this what I want?
I have been waiting for this moment almost forever.
My sister told me that I overanalyze and that\’s always the downfall in situations like this.
Last night as I was pulling out of the place where I had pulled the rug from, he called me. It was a surprise to me. But we talked about the incredible purchase I had made. And more talk.
I am walking through this blindly, trying not to spit things that may be rude.
And afterwards, it was just nice. \”You\’ll get there soon.\”