Today as I rode the BART to Peony, I was suddenly overcome by sadness. Did he appreciate and understand the things I do? Is he someone who can\’t be everyone I need him to be?
Sorry I am high maintenance in some way. But it\’s who I am.
As I was writing out the things that happened in the April 5ths of the last few years, I wondered if there was much reason. Would he be freaked out that I actually thought about it? Am I too intense naturally like that? Appreciate the differences that we have, and try not to think about it.