This social anxiety sometimes is so crippling.
And thoughts stop. And my usual actions freeze. And the more worry I have, the worse it gets. All I have look forward to is when I am back at my desk alone, untouched.
It\’s really not what I want…not part of my personality. I wish I knew how to get rid of it. And to this day, it\’s the one thing that keeps me rather unhappy…and sedated.