A tear rolled down my cheek

And I tried to ignore it, staring into his eyes. Almost sorrowfully.

It stabbed me so.

And now I want to say.

Let\’s not. Let\’s not be friends. Because I have made a choice not to lie. I have chosen to be frank and not to lead people into delusion.

To live in hell in earth, to live in agony. Is to live in shame and guilt.