Bleh.
It almost sounds like the words that come out.
I don\’t mean for it to sound insulting or harsh, but I keep doing it again and again. it\’s what I am thinking, but it comes out all wrong.
I told Angie bluntly how I believe that people should be happy with their lives first before…going further. That two people don\’t need to move in together, they don\’t need to spend every day together until they have figured out the rest of their lives first.
It\’s simply BS to me that two people can make each other happy if they aren\’t happy with their careers and friendships. A partner is meant to complete the whole, not create the rest for you.
But well I hope not.
Why spend every day together if it\’s not compatiable…for you both?
But I spat it out, almost like venom.
and sometimes I wish i believed in myself more. Rather than doubting myself right away because I have a bad inferiority complex.
Chris and I were discussing plastic surgery the other day. What would you do if you could do any plastic surgery?
He listed off a number of things.
But I simply said, \”I want personality surgery. Even with the fat gone, the nose shaped, the skin perfect…I won\’t have the confidence, the charisma, the other c-stuff that I want.\”
And he said with a laugh, \”That\’s such a Jenn thing to say.\”