Today suddenly I started bawling, because of how potentially and most likely his mother could get in between us.
It had all started when he told me he was very worried about having his mom find out about the trip. And she would. She would look at the credit card bill, a corporate credit card—and he would be in trouble. but he is 26 years old. Why does it matter?
I said what if she didn\’t care. Then he said it would turn into a cycle of guilt. A fine, I don\’t need you a reverse psychological tactic that can cause more damage than good. An insecure desire to want by inciting the most easy emotional trait of a person.
And this all tumbled into, what if you had to choose between her and me. What if I gave you that choice? what if she did? Would I be forced to leave what I loved?
I don\’t want to lose. It\’s not my choice and I want to stay.
In the end, as my tears fell, I stuttered, \”I only want her to like me.\”