My mind is infected. With thoughts of the wrong person. I am too immersed. Logically, I should choose Chris. It makes the most sense, but I am troubled.
Is it novelty? My yearning to escape that draws me to novelty? I almost planned the weekend around him, but I just couldn\’t wait any longer. So I didn\’t try. And I asked other alternatives.
What happened to me? What am I doing?
Reject me so that I can move on. But really say it and mean it so that I don\’t have to keep wondering.