Right now, there\’s a sudden depletion of people from my program online.
Sometimes I wonder if I failed. Why do I always think that I need to be the best sometimes? Is my self-esteem so frail that if someone that I don\’t respect critiques me…I still am heavily effected?
No, that\’s not me.
So I had planned a trip for people to Cedar Point. I am excited. Yet when I suggested this a few weeks ago, almost 18 people were interested. Then as it came nearer to the day, people dropped. Because they had work to do. Understandably they have a lot of work to do. It\’s crunch time. Some people are sick. Some people don\’t like rollercoasters. Some people think it\’s too far. But now, I am just disappointed. There are probably only going to be four including myself. Not even my favorite people are going. But I guess i\’ll make the best of it. 🙂