I dislike regrets and rejection.
But when there is a potential of rejection, I may regret not trying.
But when there is a potential of regret, I may not try due to rejection.
What a paradox. And sadness.
At the party Saturday, that Indian guy tried to talk to me…asked for my phone number. After 5 minutes of conversation, I just suddenly felt disinterested in him. I am not exactly sure why, but he kept talking about things and then it was boring. I sometimes wonder if others would see me the same way as I saw him.