So something interesting that Marc said today about the whole I want what I cannot have.
For a moment, I felt a bit more settled when I realized that I should be ok with seeing Chris on the weekends. I mean, after all, didn\’t I see Alex on the weekends too? But I don\’t remember how often I saw him anyway?
Regardless, there\’s the thing about Pittsburgh. I know I can easily start some drama thing. Ben. Andy. Jack. I have to know before I go whether I am to remain monogamous or not. For some reason at this stage of my life, I am surprisingly…ok not being like that. That I can see multiple people at one time.
But for whatever reason, I would just like to have Chris give me one reason…and prove to me to say…just monogamous for him. As in, it\’s serious and treat me as such.