I don\’t like it when I realize that perhaps I don\’t like the work I am doing. That I don\’t really enjoy the benefit. Am I in the wrong place? Is this what I really want to do for the rest of my life?
But even then, do I want to be in knowledge? Sometimes I think that I would rather not work at all, but that\’s not me. I need something to give me fulfillment, achievement.
I am good at planning and I like that. But when it involves other people\’s opinions, objections…etc. It makes me uncomfortable and dislike the work.
Again, what do I like? I like seeing something that is improved. Something that better millions of lives.
But I don\’t want to do it through sweat and tears. I want to do it in my own solitude, asking for feedback…over a timeline. Conflict, even just a minor disagreement isn\’t what I like.
But I am not supposed to be avoidant, right. Right.