Sometimes frustrated with taiche.
Maybe it wasn’t that bad before. Or I overlooked it? But maybe I have the maturity or whatever to deal with it.
Case in fact, Chris always gets irritated when I bring up planning like it’s something he’s allergic to. I talk about the actual schedule and ask what he thinks. It’s whatever. I talk about what to bring as snack and he said, whatever, how about this and I say something. And it’s always something wrong and he just wants to shut down.
Like it would be easier if it was just a zoom video. Then it cycles again and again. Because would get to a point where he is constantly irritated and no decision gets made, because I make the decision. So then everything is on me again. Why? I am not sure.
And I didn’t even want a traditional wedding and not many people are attending anyway. So why is it such a big deal? Shouldn’t we all be creating it? What happened?