closing time syndrome

I swear, most people are probably having that syndrome. Everything looks better at closing time. Everything looks better when they\’re slipping out of your reach. You want those things so bad that you do so much to get it, and it still looks ridiciulously better than it normally would.

I love spending time with either Chris. Each one fills a part of me. And to my surprise, the new Chris…finds me carefree, happy….and just relaxed. Is that really me?

Why is it that…it seems like I am making the best friends in the last few days I have in Berkeley. That these are the friends that I will have for the rest of my life?

For Chris Wong, despite meeting only last week, it seems like we really understand each other. and because I already knew he had a girlfriend from the first day we met each other, I never questioned his motives. So it\’s entirely platonic. We relate on so many issues. And we\’re open enough to actually talk about our insecurities and worries. How many people really do that?